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2020.11.26 13:03 Kimpon [H] Steam wallet, build your own bundle [W] TF2 keys, games

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Call of Juarez
Ancestors Legacy
AER : Memories of the Old
Devil's Hunt
Gray Dawn
Lifeless Planet : Premier Edition
Narcos : Rise of the Cartels
Overgrowth
Seum SpeedRunners from Hell + The Drunk Side of the Moon + Soundtrack
Shadows Awakening
Suite 776
Table Manners
Windscape
Wolves of Midgard

1 TF2 Key for 3 games 1 TF2 key for 5 games
Action Henk 2Dark
Amnesia Fortnight 12' 14' & 17' Agatha Christie – ABC Murders
Atari Vault A New Beginning
Automachef A Sceptic's guide to magic
Basement Act of Agression
Cryofall Age of Wonders III
Dead End Job AI War : Fleet Command
Dead Synchronicity – Tommorow Comes Today All You Can Eat
Do not feed the monkeys Bird of Light
Dread Out Bomb the Monsters!
Dread Out Keepers of the Dark Broken age
Escape Goat 2 Brutal Legend
Evoland leg. Ed. Chicago the Prohibition
Fantasy Blacksmith Chris Sawyer's Locomotion
Fahrenheit Indigo Prophecy Remastered Circuit Breakers
Full Throttle Remastered Cosmo's Cosmic Adventure
Fun with Ragdolls Costume Quest
Furious Angels Crazy Belts
God's Trigger Crowntakers
Goetia CTU : Counter terrorism unit
Hack 'n' Slash (Bonus copy in Steam inventory) Dad Quest
Hard Reset Redux Deadly 30
Hob Deep Eclipse New Space Odyssey
Arcade Mayhem Juanito Double Fine Adventure
Kingdom Classic Dub Dash
Knights of pen & paper 2 Earthnight
Medieval Kingdom Wars Eastside hockey manager
Men of War Condemned Heroes Endless Space – collection
Metal Unit Enforcer Police Crime Action
Necrovision Experience 112
Necrovision Lost Company One Shift
Niffelheim Fire!
Overload GNOG
Overlord II Goat of Duty
Precipice Gonner
Psychonauts Gunscape
RAD Haimrik
Realpolitiks Headlander
Rec Center Tycoon Hocus Pocus
Redeemer HyperDrive Massacre
Remnants of Naezith Heroes of Hellas Origins
Rencounter KIDS
Republique King's Bounty Warriors of the North – Complete edition
Richard & Alice King's Bounty – Armored Princess
Rollercoaster Tycoon Deluxe Learn Japanese To Survive Hiragana + Learn Japanese To Survive Katakana
Rover Mechanic Simulator Mahjong
ShapeShifting detective Massive Chalice
Sigma Theory Meridian Squad 22 + Soundtrack
Slime-San + Soundtrack MicroMachine World Series
Sonic & SEGA All star racing MirrorMoon EP
Sorcery! Part 1&2 Mini Thief
Sorcery! Part 3 &4 Mountain
Stasis NewtOne
State of Mind Night of the Rabbit
System Shock 2 No Time to Explain Remastered
System Shock Enhanced Edition Pesterquest
Talisman Origins Pixel Heroes – Byte and Magic + Soundtrack
Tempest Planet of the eyes
The Charnel House Trilogy Plunge
The Last Federation Collection
The Textorcist + Soundtrack
The Uncertain : Last Quiet Day Regular Human Basketball
Throne of lies Resort Boss – Golf
Through the darkest of time Safety First!
Townsmen A Kingdom Rebuilt Shoppe Keep
Tsioque Space Base DF-9
Void Invaders Space Overlords
V-rally 4 Space Pilgrim Ep. II + Ep. III
Xblaze Lost Memories Space Rangers Quest
Zombie Night Terror SpaceHack
Zombie Party Stacking
Starcrossed
FREE 1 GAME WITH EVERY ORDER
Hacknet Stronghold HD
Overture Super Time Force Ultra
Hyperspace Invaders II: Pixel Edition Supreme Ruler Cold War
Crown Champion: Legends of the Arena Sword Legacy Omen
Dungeon Souls Sentience : The Androids Tale
- The Adventure Pals
- Sanctuary RPG: Black Edition
- The Coma 2 Vicious sisters
- The Haunting of Billy Classic
- The Inner World
- THOTH
- Timelock VR
- Trail Trashers
- Two Worlds II HD – COT
- Vertiginous Golf
- Wacky Wheels
- Warlock – Master of the Arcane
- Wayout 2
- Western Press
- When ski lift goes wrong
- Yar's revenge
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2020.11.26 12:57 Busy_Student_B Me (21F) and my bf (30M) have been arguing lately and gets mad when I have to study and I don't know what to do anymore

Me (21F) and my bf (30M) have been dating for 3 years now, we met at a party and we just got along really well. At the beginning the relationship was everything I could have asked for, he was sweet and great and we were really happy together. We have had normal ups and downs, but for the first two years of dating we could talk about everything since we don't like to scream or shout. We met when I was in my last semester of HS and I'm now at the beginning of my 3rd year of college. Since he never has been needy things were good when my workload tripled and my exams approached.
But this has changed since november 2019. He injured his eye and I took care of him, I applied the medication every 2 hours (yes, even at night) and he recovered his vision, but he seemed to change, he started to be needy, wanted attention 24/7 and got mad when I spent a night at a bar talking with a old friend (bf WAS at the bar with his friends a couple feet away from us). So things started to be complicated.
We "solved" those problems and two weeks later quarantine started in my country. I didn't mind it because my dog Max (12yo) got really sick and I spent all the time with him, sleeping on the ground bc he was realy small and afraid of tall places, giving him his medication, spoon-feeding him, keeping him clean, etc (yes, my therapist has already pointed out that I have a "mom" or "nurse" compex when someone I love is sick, but I really owed my life to that little guy).
Here is what has happened this last 3 months: My dog died on August, he was the best thing to ever happen to me, I have been with him since I was 9. My bf hates dogs, so he never really understood why I was so hurt, he always told me that "it is what it is" or "you knew this would happen, why are you still sad?" and this got worse when he complined that since my dog passed away we haven't had sex. That already hurt enough but he started touching me when I was asleep and I have woken up more than once while he was having sex with me while I was sleeping. I have told him every single time that I hate that but he keeps doing it again.
He had to have his appendix removed a month ago. His surgery and hospital stay coincided with my first three exams and I'm trying hard to get decent grades, plus since I have been mad with him I havent been much time with him. I tried to go to sleep in his house but he got mad every time I told him not to interrupt me because I was running out of time to send assignments and other stuff.
He has started to get jelous of my classmates, he says that I'm not paying attention to him bc I must like someone else (note: I have online classes 4 days a week, and the only day I get out of my house is to go to college and come back, I'm barely even seeing my friends and they go to my same class), he says that he wants to see me, but I tell him that I need space.
We had an arguement two weeks ago, he says that I don't like him anymore, that I don't pay him atention, that I ignore him, that I must be with someone else, but I'm just tired. My mom is a doctor and hasn't been on great health lately, so I try to take care of her as much as I can (she is just the best person in the world), my father barely stops to rest when he gets home late at night and my siblings are living away so all the housework relays on me (cleanin, laundry, preparing food, etc).
I made this account today just to post this. I am exhausted of the situation, but I'm afraid to lose him and all the time that we have been together.
So reddit, is there anything I can do to make the relationship work again? I feel like I have tried everything, but maybe there is something I'm missing?
Btw if anyone asks: he doesn't want to go to therapy, I have already tried but he sees therapists as useless so he rejects to go everytime I ask.
tl;dr: My bf has completely changed his behavior to worse, and is mad that I cant be with him all the time. I'm really tired of the situation but talking about this is not making any progress and he refuses to go to therapy or counseling. What can I do to make it work again? is there something I'm missing or doing wrong?
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2020.11.26 12:30 FappidyDat [H] TF2 Keys & PayPal [W] Humble Bundle Games (Also Games From Past Bundles)

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2020.11.26 11:54 random-user9876 34 [M4F] India. INFP guy looking for someone to connect with

Looking for something serious and long term.
South Indian single guy; never married. I have limited online friendship/ dating experience. Looking to find someone to chat long term with and, if possible, flirt with to satisfy the hopeless romantic in me.
I’m an amateur photographer; horology enthusiast and a novice biker.
I like watching all kinds of movies and TV series as long as the plot catches my attention.
Listen to all kinds of music depending on my mood. Favourite band is AC/DC. I keep an open mind to all kinds of music and don’t worry about language.
Love travelling; keen to go on a trip once the lockdown is lifted.
Okay with Reddit chat but would prefer to chat on other apps.
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2020.11.26 09:00 dwide_k_shrude Help me, please. I (28M) am giving my formerly narcissistic and emotionally manipulative ex (26F) another chance and I’m wondering if it’s a mistake. What should I do?

We started dating in February/March this year after meeting online. We hit it off very well. There was an instant chemistry between us. Then, after a few weeks, she began displaying some instances of narcissistic behavior. For example, I would gently and kindly tell her something like “Where is this going?” After I brought up the subject, she would start to become very irritated and say things like, “Why are you saying stuff like that? Why do you have to ruin everything for us?” She would start crying and say, “You’re making me cry now. How could you do this to me? How could you hurt me so much?” She would then tell me that, “I was just about to eat dinner and now you ruined it. We’re going to talk later and you’re going to redeem yourself.” This is just one example, but there are more.
I know that sounds negative so far, but there really are some great moments between us. During the times we are genuinely happy and enjoying each other, I’ve never felt that kind of happiness and joy in my previous relationships. We also click very well physically, as well as have similar values and what we want in life.
I finally decided to end things a couple months ago because I didn’t feel like I was being treated right and valued the way I deserve to be. I felt like I was being taken for granted. Also, she was rude and hurtful at times. I wrote her a long text explaining everything and that she was emotionally abusing me and I told her that I had to block her so we both could have time to heal. A month and a half later, she finds a way to get a hold of me and really opens up and apologizes for everything. She said that I really do deserve to be treated better and that she believes that she can improve. After talking for many hours and addressing every issue, I decided to give her another chance. She said she has changed, and to her credit, she really has been actively catching herself saying, or about to say, something negative or hurtful and she immediately apologizes in the moment and says that she is trying to do better. To be honest, she has been improving her behavior. Though, there are some bumps here and there, but we address them and move forward.
The thing is, she is also not emotionally stable, and she knows this. She can be extremely happy one moment and extremely sad the next. She can be unpredictable. Having dealt with mental illness, I see some manic-depressive with her. I completely understand mental struggles, but I don’t think she is getting the help she needs.
I’m just a little apprehensive. I know that I can fall deeply in love with her more easily than I have with anyone else. I know that there is a possibility things could be really great. I also know that there are risks involved. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, even in longer relationships. It’s also important to note that when she does completely open up and show love to me, it’s also in a way that I’ve never experienced with any girl in the past.
What should I do? Please, don’t hold back your honest opinions or advice.
Here is a little more background from a previous post, if anyone is interested.
Edit: I want to make sure to say that I am not trying to diagnose her. It’s just a thought that I have. I’ve been through a lot of therapy and have gotten to know bipolar people who are some of the most amazing human beings I’ve ever met. I am not trying to discriminate against anyone in any way. =)
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2020.11.26 08:45 Aromatic-Welder-3221 How Can I(18f) Accept that he (17M) Hates me and no Longer Loves me

We dated for about 10 months and he broke up back in June. And I've cried about it for literally every other day SINCE, sometimes a week straight (that's not an exaggeration). I miss him so much, everything about him. I'm not going into details of why he broke up or why I think he's wrong about it because you wouldn't be getting it from both sides, and that's not even what this post is about. Basically, I think he should've stayed but he thinks he "made a good choice" and "that's the choice [he's] sticking with." The other night I cried about him while trying to do some college homework. I downed a fifth of vodka while crying (which didn't help much). Other nights I play this "game" with myself where I would take a shot every time I started to think of him too much (get drunk every time). I'd also smoke weed too (I've let it go for now to speak with someone about a new job opportunity which I guess is good). Anything to try and bury my emotions and distract me. But weed and alcohol only make it worse most times. I keep doing it though because what else? At least they help me sleep after.
All I do is work part time and do online school. I never really go out, other than to do things like grocery shop with my mom or something else trivial and chore-like. I slept with with a guy friend of mine a week ago and another one 2 months before that. I guess to help me get over him faster and block him out. And while it felt great in the moment, I cried at the end of the day for the one I love. Earlier this month while drinking I decided to message him. I knew this was a bad idea and my older sister (31) told me not to do this whenever I think about it, but I was drunk, alone, and depressed asf and wanted to talk to him because I missed him so much. He has me blocked on all social media and has my old phone number blocked too. So I decided maybe I could message him now that I had a new number. It had been a few months since we spoke. Maybe things changed? Part of me didn't think he'd respond, part of me was scared he would, part of me wanted to see if there was a slim chance we could work things out. Regardless, he responded and asked who it was. I told him. He made sure to rub it in that he's looking forward to his "future wife or girlfriend." He said a lot more hurtful stuff too but I'm afraid of being too specific out of fear he'll see this (even tho I'm pretty sure he doesn't use reddit). After I realized that there was no hope I just said okay and then he blocked me again.
Basically, every time I've begged or cried for him back, it's like he pissed or spat on me. I'm crying as I write this which probably isn't the best idea. But Im sick of feeling this way. He said he regrets losing his virginity to me. I'm so lost. Did our time mean nothing? Why won't he just come back? Why can't we just be happy? I want to get over him and fall out of love with him like he did with me. I do. But I was loyal, I never really texted anyone BUT him. I would wait hours just to talk to him. Any free time I had, I chose to spend with him. I bought him gifts and cards for his birthday and the holidays, each with a long letter about how much he meant to me. I was very affectionate. I loved kisses and hugs. I bought him food sometimes even when he felt bad for not being able to pay himself. Never asked him for money, let alone anything. Dressed and acted respectfully around his family. Showed them respect and offered help in the kitchen. His siblings thought I was funny. Was I too much? Too involved? Pathetic? Desperate? I miss him to death and Ik this will pass one day but how do I let it go? He thinks it's all my fault and I think we could've worked it out if he just stayed and fought with me for what could've been. I asked for him to forgive me for not doing better on my to keep us together and refuses. He wouldn't even grant me the luxury of sleep at night...
I'm beginning to hate him a little, which I don't want. I still love him too. Ugh I hate this rollercoaster. How do I let this boy go? I'm worried he's gonna fall in love with someone else. I'm terrified. I think of him from the time I wake to the time I go to sleep. Hell I've even had DREAMS about him breaking up with me and I cry in them too. I can't escape. I'm plagued with this heartbreak and I just want to be free from it. Like Jesus Christ if he hates me so much and doesn't want me then so fucking be it. Fine. Whatever I guess I'm unworthy of being loved rn. I just wanna let go like he did but I'm so angry and sad with how it ended between us. I'm confused on what our time together even meant now. I'm just lost and broken. I drink, cry, sleep, do online school, work, come home, rinse and repeat. Help me.
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2020.11.26 07:31 vrokenhearted Online is Delayed until 2021.

I’m bummed to hear this after reading a comment on one of my Reddit Posts in the Subreddit.
And I hate when developers get all cryptic like Rockstar and dont announce a date and will just leave a timeframe. “Early 2021” could be between Jan-March. (It could release alongside Bloodline?)
That’s too long for a game that dropped in OCTOBER to be out without any new mission content or quality of life additions, like new leisurely activities besides Football, Darts or Drinking.
I say this because not only am I at the Endgame and there’s NOTHING TO DO BESIDES RECRUIT AND DO ENDLESS _404 CONTRACTS...But I also had the game a week early and am already at the point where I dont want to play it anymore even though I LOVE IT.
The online was really about to keep me hooked. But I understand they want to maybe polish it, build ontop of whatever they already have instore for us, but maybe add more PVP/PVE content for us other than what was previously announced.
I have high hopes for this mode and hope it’s going to be story based like GTA/RDR Online and not just a generic open world.
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2020.11.26 06:52 ADuckOnQuack0521 Should I Break Up With My Great Yet Attached (First) Girlfriend Due To Soon To Be Long Distance?

TL;DR: Girlfriend and I have been happy for all of the relationship and knew we'd be long distance and we were fine with it. I now know I can't do it but I don't know if I should break up with her now after she got me presents and stuff and shes sad during the holiday season, or I stay sad myself until the summer to break up with her so that she would be happy until the summer
So my girlfriend and I are both 17 and we have been dating since the start of August (so about 3 1/2 months). We are both seniors in high school and we got together knowing that in college we would have to go long distance but we both were 100% ok with this. She has been very great as we have many of the same interests, she seems like she really loves me, and she is a very nice person. We have been perfect for these 3 months and haven't had one major argument or anything like that. We love each other but even though it has only been 3 months, she has already discussed us getting married after college (which is in 4-6 years due to our college plans) and she has obviously been saying that she wants me to get her a promise ring and she said when she goes to college she is gonna tell everyone she is engaged. Just to note she has had 2 boyfriends before me both of which she didn't really like as they were rude to her and she is my first ever girlfriend and also the person I lost my virginity to.
Now she is going to go to college across the country (we live in the USA) and has already been accepted to her dream college which is across the country from my dream college which I have already been accepted to. We both knew this meant long distance and she is perfectly fine with it and she thinks I'm "the one" for her and she has no doubts we will get married and be together forever but for the last 2 weeks, I have been extremely doubting us and our future.
I thought I could do long distance perfectly fine but for the last 2 weeks now I have accepted the fact that I simply could not handle us being long distance for all of college and I have accepted the fact that I will break up with her by the time summer ends and we are going to college. Ever since I have accepted this about two weeks ago I have been very sad every time I talk to her as I always think about how we are going to break up by next summer and as a result I have been unknowingly pushing myself away a little and have been extremely sad when talking to her for these last 2 weeks.
Now I know for 100% certainty that if/when I tell her how I have been feeling that it will result in either an immediate breakup or we break up after being together unhappily for like a week or two after the conversation. I know that she is extremely attached to me and this conversation and breakup will result in her becoming EXTREMELY sad which would be the last thing I want. I would much rather me be sad than her but due to how much more attached she is than me, I know she will be very very VERY sad.
I know I need to tell her this conversation and break up but the problem is I don't know when. I would ideally want to just not think about it and go day by day until summer when we inevitably break up but I know that is not possible. Based on how I have been feeling since I knew we would break up eventually about 2 weeks ago I know I cannot possibly wait until summer to break up with her without being extremely depressed when seeing and talking to her and this would definitely hinder the relationship. My other option is to do it very soon but the problem is it's almost Christmas time and she has already bought me presents she spent a long time choosing to get (some of which she ordered off of online sites if that matters) and I would feel miserable knowing that if I broke up with her she would have to return all these gifts (if she is even able to).
So what should I do Reddit? Should I tell her how I feel in person before Christmas and feel the guilt of the fact that she will have to return all the gifts she got me and she will be very very VERY sad during Christmas and post-thanksgiving time. Or should I wait until later towards Summertime to tell her so that she won't be very sad now even though I will most likely be very sad as I have been the last 2 weeks and I will probably end up kind of unconsciously pushing her away and being sad whenever I talk to her? Or should I not break up with her at all and wait a long time until our long distance actually starts in college?
P.S. In case you were wondering I asked my parents how I've felt lately and what I should do and they both say I should break up with her next time we hang out in person (this Sunday). Also I'm sorry about how long and poorly formatted this is.
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2020.11.26 06:47 ADuckOnQuack0521 Should I stay break up with my attached yet also great (first) girlfriend?

TL;DR: Girlfriend and I have been happy for all of the relationship and knew we'd be long distance and we were fine with it. I now know I can't do it but I don't know if I should break up with her now after she got me presents and stuff and shes sad during the holiday season, or I stay sad myself until the summer to break up with her so that she would be happy until the summer
So my girlfriend and I are both 17 and we have been dating since the start of August (so about 3 1/2 months). We are both seniors in high school and we got together knowing that in college we would have to go long distance but we both were 100% ok with this. She has been very great as we have many of the same interests, she seems like she really loves me, and she is a very nice person. We have been perfect for these 3 months and haven't had one major argument or anything like that. We love each other but even though it has only been 3 months, she has already discussed us getting married after college (which is in 4-6 years due to our college plans) and she has obviously been saying that she wants me to get her a promise ring and she said when she goes to college she is gonna tell everyone she is engaged. Just to note she has had 2 boyfriends before me both of which she didn't really like as they were rude to her and she is my first ever girlfriend and also the person I lost my virginity to.
Now she is going to go to college across the country (we live in the USA) and has already been accepted to her dream college which is across the country from my dream college which I have already been accepted to. We both knew this meant long distance and she is perfectly fine with it and she thinks I'm "the one" for her and she has no doubts we will get married and be together forever but for the last 2 weeks, I have been extremely doubting us and our future.
I thought I could do long distance perfectly fine but for the last 2 weeks now I have accepted the fact that I simply could not handle us being long distance for all of college and I have accepted the fact that I will break up with her by the time summer ends and we are going to college. Ever since I have accepted this about two weeks ago I have been very sad every time I talk to her as I always think about how we are going to break up by next summer and as a result I have been unknowingly pushing myself away a little and have been extremely sad when talking to her for these last 2 weeks.
Now I know for 100% certainty that if/when I tell her how I have been feeling that it will result in either an immediate breakup or we break up after being together unhappily for like a week or two after the conversation. I know that she is extremely attached to me and this conversation and breakup will result in her becoming EXTREMELY sad which would be the last thing I want. I would much rather me be sad than her but due to how much more attached she is than me, I know she will be very very VERY sad.
I know I need to tell her this conversation and break up but the problem is I don't know when. I would ideally want to just not think about it and go day by day until summer when we inevitably break up but I know that is not possible. Based on how I have been feeling since I knew we would break up eventually about 2 weeks ago I know I cannot possibly wait until summer to break up with her without being extremely depressed when seeing and talking to her and this would definitely hinder the relationship. My other option is to do it very soon but the problem is it's almost Christmas time and she has already bought me presents she spent a long time choosing to get (some of which she ordered off of online sites if that matters) and I would feel miserable knowing that if I broke up with her she would have to return all these gifts (if she is even able to).
So what should I do Reddit? Should I tell her how I feel in person before Christmas and feel the guilt of the fact that she will have to return all the gifts she got me and she will be very very VERY sad during Christmas and post-thanksgiving time. Or should I wait until later towards Summertime to tell her so that she won't be very sad now even though I will most likely be very sad as I have been the last 2 weeks and I will probably end up kind of unconsciously pushing her away and being sad whenever I talk to her?
P.S. In case you were wondering I asked my parents how I've felt lately and what I should do and they both say I should break up with her next time we hang out in person (this Sunday). Also I'm sorry about how long and poorly formatted this is.
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2020.11.26 06:39 Jigglingpuffie I'm (23F) in a very tricky and unexpected situation with guy I'm seeing (23M)

I'll try to keep it as concise as possible while also giving all relevant details.
I met this guy "S" on tinder two months ago, we instantly hit it off, kept talking for a month before we met in person, both because of Covid and the fact I'm not in my uni city (where he is located and my tinder location is set to). We had two dates before I had to come back home again, both went really well, he was very nice to me.
Here comes the first kicker, I have depression and anxiety, so the pandemic isn't doing me any favors. That has caused some discussions between us, as I feel isolated and insecure sometimes, and start seeing problems where there aren't any, or overreact to things (just to be clear, I'm in therapy and on meds). But so far he's having a lot of patience with me. I hadn't told a lot of friends about S, mostly because I'm not proud of going on dates in the current situation (I'm not in the US). But yesterday as I was catching up with some uni pals, I mentioned him and they asked for a picture. Well, one of my girl friends had talked to him on tinder recently, which was pretty awkward and a little embarrassing. We didn't discuss exclusivity, and only met a couple of times, so he wasn't doing anything wrong. Either way, I brought it up to him, he agreed it was an unpleasant situation and offered to stop using the app. All good.
Or so I thought. I knew he had been in a relationship with an influencer a few years ago. Guys, I swear I didn't go looking for it, but I came across a video she posted (couple years ago) talking about a bad relationship. In it she says a previous boyfriend cheated on her repeatedly, both physically and online. And how he manipulated her into staying. The way she phrased it seemed to indicate it was her previous boyfriend, which would be S, but some details didn't add up, while others did. I was in shock, and immediately asked him if the video was about their relationship. He said he didn't even know the video existed, but that he did not cheat on her or any of his girlfriends. He wasn't defensive or aggressive.
The thing is tho, I've had plenty of toxic and plain abusive relationships, S knows parts of this. At night anxiety started to consume me and I literally pleaded and begged him to tell me if it was him, considering all I've gone through in the past. He stood his ground saying it wasn't him and he was getting annoyed by my insistence. I sent the girl a message on Instagram asking if she was talking about S, but unsent not long after because I felt ridiculous and she has way too many followers, it wasn't very likely she would answer anyways.
Reddit, what should I do? Do I dump this nice seeming guy just in case? Or do I keep going but paying a lot of attention to possible signs?
TL:DR = Met a guy on tinder, talking for two months, hung up twice, he seems pretty nice, but his social media influencer ex posted a video a couple years ago about having a bad relationship (physical and online cheating) some details don't seem to line up with this guy, while others do. He says it's not him, but I don't know what to do. Help.
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2020.11.26 06:14 claramascaraa (17F) I'm extremely attracted to a guy I work with (18+) but I have no idea how to take this further because he's so different than what I'm used to. I'm also can't be 100% sure he feels the same...HELP?

I apologize for the lengthy post and can't believe I'm actually resorting to an online site to talk about this, but reddit actually seems pretty helpful so here it goes. There's this guy, let's call him Adrian, that I work with at a fast food place. We didn't even meet until about a month ago maybe (?), because my morning shift got switched to nighttime, which is when he works. I don't really know how we even started talking, but I do remember when we were together at the drive thru window and he offered a smoke with me. Ever since that night, we've been looking at each other ALOT. I don't even know when he started noticing me, or when I started doing it back but we definitely are now. The thing is, he doesn't even try to hide it. Like two nights ago, I was at the stove and turned around and he was just standing right in front of me, looking at me with that look in his eye. And we just gazed at each other until I broke it off basically. That's happened a few times, but don't boys usually NOT want the girl to notice? The reason why I say Adrian isn't like most guys I'm used to is because I can tell he's confident, but not in the player type of way. Like someone who knows who he is and isn't afraid to show it, if that makes sense.
He gets high and smokes all the time, and he's said that he isn't as problematic as he acts at work. That he really doesn't get in trouble and most of the time just hangs out. Stoned or not, I feel like I'm insanely attracted to him. Not in a 'i want to date him' sense, but more in a physical sense even though he's also not my type in that way either. He said something the other night that got me wondering if he was trying to get me to admit something. Our conversation went something like this:
Me: Look at that, you're actually not late tonight. (I wanted to make it obvious I notice him)
Adrian: (smiles and looks at me). "Do you know my name? Because if you don't, but you also notice when I come in and when I'm late. So does that mean you....." or something like that, and I had no idea what to say. And we just stared at each other again.
Was this way of him asking me if I liked him? Because I feel like it was, but obviously I wasn't going to just admit it like that. I don't know why I'm like this, because I feel so drawn to him, but I barely know him yet I want to know everything about him now. This never happens to me and I'm not really sure how to handle it. I want him to ask for my number, but we also only get the same shifts twice a week (and it's only for one hour) so it's extremely hard to be alone with him. Any advice or insights would be greatly appreciated please.
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2020.11.26 05:12 Throwaway654017 My straight fiance has been on Grindr our whole relationship.

Hi Everyone,
I am in desperate need of advice. Located in USA. I am a woman (37) that has been with my straight fiance (33) for a few years. At the beginning of our relationship he was very open with me that he was sexually abused by an older male when he was a child. He is also an ex heroin addict that recovered several years ago. Our relationship and intimacy were very normal and loving for the first year. His behavior had become very dark and concerning this past year. I have never had any reason to doubt him or go through his phone. He started becoming very angry at times and would fight with me for no reason. He even threatened to hurt himself. I started noticing how much he was on his phone and noticed him using Tinder. I made a fake account on Tinder started chatting with him. I confronted him about this and he said it was just for fantasy and he never met anyone on there. He later confessed to kissing another girl at our work in the very beginning of our relationship. He said he wanted to be open and lay everything out on the table by opening his email and location history up to me. I found emails to escorts in our area and google play charges for multiple dating apps. He opened Tinder for me on his phone but it was clear he had deleted his account
He has sexual emails to people on craigslist and messages on reddit for sex dating back years and during our relationship. He offers to host them at our house, he even gave our address. He specifically uses terms like top, bottom, incall, outcall and sissy. He claims it was just for fantasy and nothing came of it.
There were times he would drive a hour away directly to a hotel and stay for anywhere from 25 mins to 4 hours and drive home as shown on gps history. He claims he does not remember, that he was just out for a drive to clear his mind.
I found Grindr in his google play activity, dating back to the beginning of our relationship. He was on it everyday. I asked him about it and he said is was just to reach out to people and talk as friends. He downloaded Grindr on his phone to show me but there wasn't a single chat history. He said it was fantasy and he looked at women on there but he was never capable of sex/hookups. He said he is broken person and everything with these apps/people online is fantasy and he only wants to be with me and fix things. Is it typical to meet at a hotel when using Grindr?
I understand many fantasies exist but I am having trouble finding truth in what he says. Am I being naive to believe him that it is just fantasy or that he just ended up at hotel in a different city for several hours?
TL;DR Found my fiance on Grindr and multiple dating apps. I want to be accepting of his sexuality but would appreciate the truth about his infidelity if we are to reconcile.
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2020.11.26 05:00 dtpieces Investigating Antique Wall Clock

Similar to any collectible items, antique wall clock significantly differ in terms of value. The most important elements to consider in acquiring an antique wall clocks are brand name, individuality of piece, as well as roi, if marketing for an earnings. To make your way through this, you should certainly know the markets specializing for a particular antique wall clock These markets consist of auction sites, enthusiasts, dealerships, retailers, and wholesalers.
Allow's begin with the basics. Utilizing online search engine like Google, Yahoo, or Bing for locating general information would be the best option as well as most obtainable. What I have actually figured out on my search is that outcomes which mainly show up are that of retail sales of antique wall clocks. These outcomes are simply attempting to offer and also are never providing info about antique wall clock In spite of being a demanding job, these online search engine are doing an excellent job by constantly improving in making it extra efficient and also in balancing industrial vs. worth recommendation. It additionally aids to be extremely particular in searching out the various markets and after that bookmarking them for faster reference.
Next medium you can consider is the newsgroups which have been around for years now. Again, this study can be unsafe. Newsgroups have actually been a target of a lot of spam and harmful viruses, so taking added procedures is highly recommended. Simply a single click a message can result in contaminating your computer with several of these harmful things. Unless you discover an information team that is strictly regulated and protected, you ought to exercise great caution. I believe it is essential to discuss that I have actually located newsgroups opinionated in a certain instructions. So I highly suggest to be cautious, as this purchase should be more concerning roi. When selecting a brand name or style, take a look at the newsgroup's background and also charm. Consider newsgroups that adhere to both the design and brand. It is a fantastic opportunity to discover new markets where you can share your financial investments to earn a return, as well as extra notably, you can see how various other designs are offering. And for style newsgroups, you can recognize other brand names that might be appreciating much faster. This aids in determining new possibilities.
After that you might want to try what I like to classify as the "spinoff of newsgroups"-- the online forums. Forums typically have a great clean interface allowing customers to see the message without the demand of clicking right into them. They run through your internet browser which all of us recognize has a great deal of dangers, but this is a worry that appears to be dealt with as well as updated once a week with patches to shield individuals from the most up to date means to swipe their info. Once more, I'm a huge fan of online forums regulated by large corporations, as they usually give skilled details in a secure setting. https://www.reddit.com/usedtpieces/comments/k17vb0/antique_wall_clocks_early_mechanical_antique_wall/ One more fantastic component of these online forums is that contributors are typically labeled. This enables users to ask inquiries from individuals that have actually been identified by the discussion forum administrator as well as other customers as relied on or experts.
Following point to attempt would certainly be blogs on antique wall clocks The excellent feature of blogs is usually its concise and also reasonable viewpoints. Many quality blogs that are kept track of by or through 3rd parties like Blogger, Squidoo, or WordPress can assist ensure safety and security and pertinent information on your subject. One more wonderful pointer when trying to find pertinent blog site info is to make use of the blog search by Google. It makes investigating blogs easy and allows customers to promptly determine, determine, and also kind contents.
Other selections include the archives of public auction publications and also cost overviews. These guides can get expensive over time, but it is better rather than having a negative financial investment. You might get lucky if you have actually auction residences bookmarked because there are times when they leave their presale brochures on-line with detailed market details. Also, you can look into the National Association of Watch and antique wall clocks Collectors. They maintain a great deal of good details on their website that would be helpful to you.
Among guy's earliest developments is the antique wall clock This was to satisfy our requirement to constantly calculate periods of time in between the all-natural devices of the day, the month, and the year. Over the centuries, various contraptions have been utilized which operate on many different physical processes, which has actually resulted in the antique wall clocks that we utilize today.
Of these contraptions, in fact one of the first ones to be created is the timepiece. The timepiece, gauges the time of day by the placement of shadows cast by the sun and was really widely used in olden times. Along with the sundials, water antique wall clocks are also amongst the oldest time-measuring tools. The vertical gnomon as well as the day-counting tally stick are additionally part of this list. However, as a result of their antiquity, we can never recognize where and also when they first existed. Probably we will never ever know.
Obviously today's time keeping tools are nothing like them. Today we utilize all sorts of antique wall clock from the functional to the ornamental. We have antique wall clocks that not just tell the moment however additionally a vast array of various other features are carried out by them. For example, some watches are water immune as well as others are pressure resistant. While a few other feature an integrated in compass, altimeter as well as also integrate striking devices.
However the love for vintage appearances has actually come to be really noticeable as well as antique wall clock such as carriage antique wall clock as well as mantel antique wall clock are still incredibly popular. They range in cost from the economical to the really pricey.
Carriage antique wall clock are little, spring-driven antique wall clock, which were created for taking a trip. They were developed in the very early 19th century in Austria. Such a antique wall clock has a rectangle-shaped instance which is generally constructed from gilt-brass and also can additionally be plain. It additionally has a lugging handle and also it is really often established with glass or more rarely enamel or porcelain panels. The system escapement is a special function of the carriage antique wall clock Occasionally via a glazed aperture on the top of the instance it is visible.
On the various other hand mantel antique wall clock are fairly tiny antique wall clocks for your house which are usually positioned on a rack or mantel above the fire place. This design, initial produced in France in the 1750s, can be distinguished from earlier chamber antique wall clock of similar dimension because they do not have carrying handles. These antique wall clock are regularly highly elaborate, attractive pieces. They are very usually made from any type of combination of ormolu, porcelain, and also timber.
Both Carriage antique wall clocks as well as mantel antique wall clock can be very gorgeous and also there are many collection agencies of these items who are frequently trying to find more recent and extra unique items. Yet also if you are not a collector, you will certainly value the elegance of these antique wall clock as many individuals do.
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2020.11.26 02:58 sodomy 33 [M4F] OH/Anywhere - Dominant Chameleon ISO anything, anywhere.

I've come to the conclusion that you need to make an impression with these sort of things, so I'm going to just let my words flow freely. So here we go:
Basics:
Height: 5'7
Weight: 160, could stand to lose a few lbs to get my abs back.
Eyes: Brown eyes.
Hair: Long curly brown hair (think Slash Rose's illegitimate son.)
Race: White.
Ethnicity: Hispanic (Cuban).
Languages: English, and Spanish.
Profession: IT guru with over 10 years experience in Technology; primarily focusing on Networking, and Systems Administration.
Religion: Agnostic.
A little about me:
I like long walks on the beach, sunsets, oh did I mention that I'm a sadist, and that I'm utterly insane?
I've been called a silver tongued devil; Quick witted, charismatic, with just the right amount of sarcasm.
Hobbies: Not being bored, it's a lot harder than it sounds. I enjoy learning/conversing about The Universe/space, science, and technology. I was quite nomadic in my 20s, having visited two different countries, lived in over 11 states, visited over 30.
Music: I'm more of a rhythm of the beat type of person vs. lyrics, but generally I've found myself to enjoy electronica. Definitely like a lot 80s synth pop, but again, this is just the preference, not really against the rest of the genres.
Shows: Game of Thrones, Breaking Bad, Board Walk Empire, Billions, Rome, Deadwood, Halt and Catch Fire, The Sopranos, South Park, Ozark, True Detective, Mad Men, Dexter, Better Call Saul, just to name a few.
Movies: Almost anything Marvel, Beetlejuice, Fight Club, Brain Scan, The Quick and the Dead, Death Proof, The Devil's Rejects, Dreamcatcher, Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb, Falling Down, Blood Work, Slience of the Lambs. I'm going to stop there, I honestly have nearly 1,000 movies; I have a wide ranging taste.
Who, where, why, and how.
"Where are you looking for this to occur?" Online, long distance with the possibility of IRL, obviously the latter is preferred, but I'm not going to disregard online in favor of the "real world", if you never want to meet I'm fine with this, just don't waste my time, and I shall not waste yours.
"What are you looking for?"
Well I can encompass a Master, a Dominant, or a Daddy, so it's really what can I provide for you?
"How is such a thing possible?" Antisocial Personality Disorder (3.4 for those interested.)
"Why was it necessary to mention that?" To give credence as to how I can, and have been all aspects of Dominance.
"Monogamy or polyamory?" Favoritism towards polyamory, but seeing as it's rare to find multiple partners that allow me to explore my more sadistic side without tension, and/or drama, I'd go with monogamy if the individual allowed me to be depraved.
Preference in the following order: Slave, submissive, little (I will explain further below.)
Kinks: Sadism, TPE, CNC, bondage, degradation, humiliation, knife play, rope play, rape/abduction play, choking, impact play, spanking, hair pulling (I think you get the idea by now, there are still far more, here's a more comprehensive list.)
Experience: 12+ years.
So about that whole preference thing, as I am on the ASPD spectrum I'm capable of fulfilling whatever role(s) are required of me to get what I want. So let me explain further, I'm openly telling you far ahead of time that I lack emotions and empathy, with the hopes that me giving you the illusion of whatever it is you require, will be met with reciprocation of the kinks we can agree upon. This is where the waters get muddied for little's, I can definitely treat you like the princess you want to be, without all the douche-baggery you'll deal with as people tugging at your heart strings. Plenty of people around here pretend to be Daddies and will leave you absolutely heartbroken. Tired of games? Tired of bullshit? Well here's someone willing to give you all the care, attention, and affection you desire without any hassles.
"Why would you want to be a Daddy Dom given your lack of emotions, and empathy?"
I am a social chameleon. I've been perfecting my art for the majority of my life, I like the challenge. I like to learn people and, give them what they want with the idea that I get what I want in the end, it's called a social transaction. I know what respect is, and I believe I need to write a little about this. Once we've discussed clear limits, and terms, they shall not be crossed, it's counter productive for me to lose my play thing(s). I can be fiercely territorial of all my possessions, that includes the individual(s) I'm involved with, what is mine will be protected, whether you're a slave, a submissive, or a little.If you want someone to completely treat you like trash, I'm more than willingly to oblige, if you need a savior and a protector, well I can do that too. I'm able to encompass what is required; a means to an end.
"What are you looking for in a submissive?" I'd like it to extend outside of the bedroom, but if it doesn't, whatever, I'm not going to repeat myself, so hopefully you've read this in it's entirety.
"What are you looking for in a slave?" Mostly aesthetics, and objectification. Of course I'd expect loyalty, servitude, and there's a plethora more, but I don't feel I need to be too descriptive on this part.
Now that I've written a fucking novel about myself, let's get to you....
Age: I prefer them younger (18+) , but have dated women as old as 45; generally if I find you attractive, I won't care.
Height: the shorter the better, but I've dated women taller than myself, not a deal breaker.
Weight: I'd like someone on the smaller side, a few extra pounds will be acceptable, but no one overweight please, just not my thing.
I will list things below in order of preference, not necessarily a disqualifier. (This is only opinion, not a rating system.)
Race: White, but as long as I'm attracted I won't care, I don't discriminate.
Ethnicity: N/A read above.
Language(s): The more the merrier, accents are a huge plus, whether a southern drawl, or other.
Religion: I'm completely open to allowing you to practice whatever you'd like, just don't expect me to participate; I can be respectful of your beliefs, as long as you're respectful of mine, I am a man of science, The Universe is my religion (so to speak.)
Eyes: Blue, green, hazel, brown (If you have Heterochromia iridum you move to the front of the line, I like mutations.)
Hair: The longer the better, no preference as to style, as for color: I prefer true blondes, redheads, dirty blondes, and then brown.
Tattoos: Sure, whatever, as long as it's not overwhelming or flat out tacky, in this day in age it's harder to find someone with none, so as the trend follows above.
Piercings: Depends, some people can pull off septum piercings, but I personally dislike them, so if it compliments your facial features, sure why not. But there is definitely a breaking point where it becomes overwhelming and you just look like Hellraiser.
Education: Strong preference towards educated women, this does not necessarily mean academics, open to all.
Profession: No preference, but I do tend to like women in psychology (I have my reasons.)
Personality: If I have to learn "your" pronouns, or apologize for my "white male privilege" you can fuck right off; I don't care about politics.
Children: Strong preference in favor of not having them, unless we never intend to meet, or you don't expect a level of commitment from me to them, then I don't readily care, non-factor. To explain a tad bit, it isn't that I can't, I just would rather not raise children, I have too many plans in life that children would derail, maybe later.
If you're interested in communicating further, I prefer talking on these platforms and in this order: Discord, WhatsApp, Reddit Chat\, Skype, Kik,* open to other forms of contact.
\Reddit Chat isn't the same thing as their mailing system, just an FYI.*
Go ahead and shoot me a message, I'm waiting.
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2020.11.26 02:39 emmijaane Whats the excuse when there’s no excuse?

Hello Reddit friends, Im venting here because I know there are others in solidarity with my woes. Why is it so damn difficult to try and build something outside the realms of nudes and sexual needs? I get we are in a pretty disconnected and solitary form of social allowances at the moment, but what’s the excuse? Long distance or social distance dates are totally a thing and it seems whenever I try to push the “I want to get to know you for you,” I get a pretty aggressive, “what’s your body look like girl?” Why does it matter? I’m no prude, but if I was looking to send nudes all day, I’d at least make money off it. You’ll see me naked at some point if this goes well anyways. Why spoil it now? Why can’t we play video games together online, discord chat, group watch a movie, literally anything to validate that we are both very real people with wants, desires, and stories to tell. Maybe I’m just salty, but it hurts to see so many conversations go straight to the needs of the now than potentially what could be long term.
TL;DR any of y’all sick of dating and want to vent to a female who is just as ready to Yeet the apps into the sun? I’m here for it.
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2020.11.26 02:38 DatingAlex 26[M4F] Nice guy looking for girl to put where she belongs!

Hello, my name is Alex and I am looking for a special friend or whatever is allowed here (that is a female, duh). I like philosophy, and law. I work part time and take college classes part time too, but I don't have a car so that makes it hard to date IRL. I do have an apartment though. I would prefer someone younger or at least inexperienced like me. I am 26 years old and I would like to think that I am smart but its hard for me to be around other people because I have some issues from being isolated for a while. I am doing ok but I have not had a great life so I am not like most people I dont think.
The way I envision this working is talking more on discord, but not directly from discord because no one takes that seriously. I cant really commit to anything online because it is weird, but I always try to deal with all situation in an ethical manner. IRL or online is probably a huge gamble either way.
DM me if you are interested and I can show you more about myself on discord.
People say I look Arabic, but I am actually middle eastern and European.
Hobby; Video games only because there isn't anything much better to do.
Passion; Producing music, Youtube, (I actually have messy room videos on reddit but its only because there is no need to clean since nobody ever visits).
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2020.11.26 00:44 kirant Covid-19 Update for November 25: 1,265 new cases, 887 recoveries, net increase of 8 deaths + Changes to AHS Site Visitation

Data is taken from the Covid-19 portal and today's media availability by Dr Deena Hinshaw. Dr Hinshaw will be available every day this week for updates and questions.
There are currently enhanced measures in effect for multiple regions of Alberta. This link provides a quick summary of which ones are in effect for different regions of Alberta.
Top line numbers:
  • For values where "Current" and "Total" are the same, I have left results under Total
Value Current Change Total
Total cases +1,265 50,801
Active cases 13,719 +370
Cases with "Unknown source" 7,798 (85.7%) in last 7 days +260 (-2.3%)
Tests +15,698 (~8.06% positive) 2,157,044
People tested +6,738 1,432,857 (~331,910/million)
Hospitalizations 355 +6/+4 based on yesterday's post/portal data 1,678 (+26)
ICU 71 +5 305 (+7)
Deaths +8 (1x 50-59, 7x 80+) 500
Recoveries +887 36,582
  • One death in South Zone was ruled not Covid related today
Spatial distribution of people tested, cases, and deaths (since yesterday):
  • All other values are compared with respect to yesterday
Zone Active Cases New People Tested Total New Cases Total New Deaths Total
Calgary 5,028 (+125) +2,700 579,017 +444 21,053 +2 188
Central 876 (+46) +787 123,093 +87 2,262 +0 14
Edmonton 6,268 (+140) +2,448 478,939 +560 20,252 +7 215
North 805 (+41) +240 136,414 +103 3,446 +0 44
South 656 (+7) +492 92,204 +55 3,614 -1 39
Unknown 86 (+11) +71 23,190 +16 174 +0 0
Spatial distribution of cases for select cities and regions (change since yesterday) (cities proper for Calgary and Edmonton):
City/Municipality Total Active Recovered Deaths
Calgary 17,502 (+396) 4,035 (+151) 13,296 (+243) 171 (+2)
Edmonton 16,761 (+450) 4,936 (+121) 11,630 (+324) 195 (+5)
Brooks 1,272 (+1) 43 (-3) 1,217 (+5) 12 (-1)
Lethbridge 910 (+24) 189 (+18) 714 (+6) 7 (+0)
Fort McMurray 660 (+34) 178 (+20) 480 (+14) 2 (+0)
High River county 603 (+3) 30 (+1) 566 (+2) 7 (+0)
Grande Prairie 459 (+15) 85 (+7) 370 (+8) 4 (+0)
Red Deer 439 (+14) 149 (+8) 290 (+6) 0
Mackenzie county 428 (+0) 7 (-1) 408 (+1) 13 (+0)
Medicine Hat 231 (+3) 100 (-3) 129 (+6) 2 (+0)
I.D. No 9 (Banff) 194 (+8) 153 (+1) 41 (+7) 0
Cardston county 157 (+1) 34 (+0) 118 (+1) 5 (+0)
Wheatland county 138 (+0) 22 (-1) 116 (+1) 0
Warner county 103 (+5) 22 (+5) 80 (+0) 1 (+0)
Wood Buffalo municipality 99 (-1) 26 (-1) 73 (+0) 0
Rest of Alberta 10,845 (+312) 3,710 (+47) 7,054 (+263) 81 (+2)
Municipalities with 10+ active cases is given at this link
Schools with outbreaks are listed online.
Quick numbers (since yesterday):
  • 71 schools are on Watch (+6)
  • 109 schools have 2-4 cases (-8)
Spatial distribution of hospital usage (change based on yesterday's post):
  • Hospitalization zone are where the patient is receiving care, not zone of residence
Zone Hospitalized ICU
Calgary 121 (+6) 20 (+4)
Edmonton 175 (+6) 40 (+1)
Central 17 (-1) 4 (+1)
South 21 (-4) 5 (+0)
North 21 (+0) 2 (-1)
Statements by Dr Hinshaw
Hospitals
  • Daily rise in numbers and increasing continuing/acute care outbreaks are of concern
  • While health officials are doing what they can, the community case must also be curtailed
  • AHS plans to make 2,000 acute care beds available and 400 ICU beds for Covid-19 patients on an as-needed basis
  • Some will be new beds, some will be transferred from other units
  • AHS will need to make steps, including: (i) moving patients from acute care units to continuing care when safe, (ii) moving patients to available beds in other parts of the province, (iii) re-purposing units to provide ICU care, and (iv) reducing additional non-urgent surgeries if more demand is seen
  • AHS will provide additional information as changes are implemented
  • Effective today, AHS will also change visitor access to acute care sites on outbreak and in communities with Enhanced status
  • For patients admitted to hospital and in ambulatory care, including emergency departments, only 1 designated family/support person is permuted under specific circumstances
  • For maternity and postpartum units, 1 designated family/support person will be permitted (doula or surrogate may also be permitted)
  • For pediatrics in ICU/Critical Care, up to 2 designated persons may be allowed
  • In end of life, 1 designated person is permitted with all other visitors must be prearranged with the site/unit
  • Restrictions may vary site-to-site
  • Recognizes this will be extremely difficult for all. The measures are being made to reduce exposure and spread of virus in AHS faculties
Schools
  • Active Alerts/Outbreaks (1+ active) in 348 schools (~15%) with 1,207 active cases
  • 179 with outbreaks (2+), 71 on watch list (5+)
Restrictions
  • Knows the orders are complex and there are many opinions
  • Has been asked about Chief Medical Officer's role
  • Under Public Health Act, role is to advise government. For many decisions, a range of options are available and presented, outlines recommended approach, and highlights strengths/weaknesses of alternative. Cabinet make final decision
  • Has always felt respected and listened to by Cabinet
  • Knows new measures will be difficult, but healthcare system is at "a tipping point". We cannot let it fall over the edge
  • All Albertans need to follow every measure. Do not ignore the ones that seem inconvenient and will not slow spread
  • The best thing to do is be vigilant in you own lives - limit contacts outside household. "Virtual dates" and "Family Zoom Calls" must begin again
Clarifications on Socialization Restrictions
  • Restrictions are being made to restrict "mixing and mingling" social events
  • Does not apply to service-based visits (caregivers, childcare, babysitters) or shared households/coparenting
  • If you host a backyard gathering, guests cannot come in for snacks or to use the washroom. If they come inside at all, it becomes an indoor gathering
  • The "two non-household contacts" for people who live alone must be the same two for the entire duration
Q&A - About the new restrictions
  • Did Cabinet adopt all recommendations?: Role is to make recommendations and provide options, focusing on public health. Cabinet must make decisions and include non-health considerations. Her opinions have always been respectfully considered
  • Were stricter measures recommended? (Yes/No): Measures recommended were broad range of options. Different components were offered and respectfully considered
  • Premier described as "minimum". Does this send a strong enough message?: Prohibition of indoor gatherings. Based on research, this is one of the strongest measures to address spread in regions Alberta is seeing it. The multiple layers are greater than "a single intervention" and will impact transmission. Albertans need to follow them now
  • Why use 3 weeks to review?: Full impact generally felt in within 3 weeks. Generally, 60% of it can be seen in the first week or so. Monitoring will begin before 3 weeks
  • Some feel the restrictions will not be effective. Why are you not transparent about what advise is being rejected?: Advisory role and takes it very seriously. Recommendations made are a broad range. Elected officials make decisions and it's important they do as there are other considerations to factor in (e.g. - wishes of the population they represent)
Q&A - Hospital Capacity
  • How many ICU beds are currently set aside for Covid patients?: Unsure and defers to AHS. The process is gradual (winding down other services and clearing the patients). Currently, more beds are being made available through this process.
  • Are there enough staff to care for these beds?: AHS working hard to ensure staff are available and supported through deployment of PPE and transfer of staff
  • How many staff will need to be transferred?: Not directly answered - Dr Hinshaw instead highlights that, to reach the ICU capacity, non-urgent care (and possibly even some urgent care) would need to be ended to achieve it
  • Statement for burnt out staff?: Thanks them and is deeply grateful. Knows acute care front line colleagues are feeling pressure and can sympathize
Q&A - Other
  • How will 300,000 rapid tests be deployed?: Deployed in healthcare settings as the first group requires healthcare equipment. Second set of tests, which only require health professionals, is under validation.
  • How effective are rapid tests?: They will be an "additional layer", not as a replacement (when used as such, it has led to outbreaks)
  • How much does shortages in contact tracing affecting knowledge of spread?: Will make it more challenging to understand spread. That's why AHS is working to increase staffing and streamline the process. Need to look at province's previous data and other regions for additional information
Additional information will be logged below:
  • Interesting note: In an average year, peak consumption of ICU beds for influenza is 30
  • Update 1: An unusual oddity for North Zone - today had a positive test rate of 25%. I don't know if that's because of very targeted testing today or if there's another driver behind it.
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2020.11.26 00:26 KennyOmegaXMan I'm a [31M] who's never had any romantic relationship in my entire life. What can I do to change that?

I happen to be a 31-year-old man who's never had any romantic relationship in my entire life I recently turned 31 this September. At times I feel hopeless that I will ever have a relationship with a woman, and fantasize about how it would be. And getting older doesn't help as I fear that I would be more ostracized the older I get without any history of a relationship.
Here's some back story about my personal self: I'm from Massachusetts and lived here all my life near the Rhode Island border. I guess I'm labeled a nerd because that what I've been called since I grew up with video games and nerd culture. I do go to conventions like PAX East and Comic-Con here. I went alone for the first time ever in recent years and cosplayed fully as a video game character Snake from Metal Gear. And it was a different experience. So I'm not afraid of trying things as I have aged as I would have never gone alone up to Boston to an event like that prior with anxieties I have faced. I don't talk with people openly about this and keep it to myself so I have to get it out. So this may be a lot to read and I understand that.
I'm also a smaller person in stature with being skinny growing up so I was teased by family about that. So I did join the gym in 2018 at my school but was never so serious about it. And didn't have much help to learn things and need that reassurance I'm doing it right. And recently I signed up for an actual gym and will be using a trainer.
Back in my childhood, I was always the "quiet" one. Not by choice. I was always assigned that title so I kept quiet. I still get called that and not sure why as this is the way I am. I'm not sure if it could have been to the way I was raised as I didn't go out really and my parents weren't so good and abusive. My dad was physically abusive to my mom and brother, as his dad was brutal to him in Portugal. So I was always nervous and still am to an extent. My mom has an addiction issue with gambling and really messed up my path as she would steal the money I worked for to fund her habits for many years. So I am set back compared to others my age but finally reaching my success with my career only starting last year in the IT field. But either way, my parents made me insecure about my feelings and I always kept to myself with fears of being judged and they were in control of my life up until my 20s. I don't talk with them really at this point as it's hard to put past what they have caused me to be stuck.
I didn't get help for any of this until 2016 as I did a post on Reddit for help and therapy was recommended. I've come so far with going back to school, driving on highways, and so many smaller things that affected me not being able to do. I've even brought in my own mother to therapy but she still never fully apologized and even denied any wrongdoing she did. But I'm fine that I just want my personal life to flourish. I've been with female therapists since then for a total of two different ones. I had to leave my first for insurance issues after going for a year. The other I decided to switch as I was going to her since 2017 up until early this year and felt no progress was made with my issue with never having a relationship. And it is more of a male issue that I am a man looking for a woman. So a different experience and mostly better to have a male therapist's point of view for this.
I know very few people personally as I only hang out with close cousins. Most of the others I only talk online with but never had friends I went out with regularly since they don't seem to do anything. So I never went out much and I don't drink alcohol or smoke weed. So it's tough knowing where to find anyone in these current times but it won't even matter if there was no virus. I'd still be stuck here in this spot even without the virus.
Onto my dating life, I've only dated one woman very shortly, about a month just last year. She was the first and only person I dated and it happened in September right when I turned 30. We met off Hinge, the dating app. She happened to message me first with a Hi and my name! She was really into me with the conversation and I was super surprised as I don't have that experience with my time with dating apps. She wasn't exactly a nerdy type also. Anyway, we agreed to meet for a coffee date after about 2 weeks of talking in Providence. I was very nervous as this was going to be my first date ever at 30. I dressed as fancy as I could and she did compliment that. I was pacing for some time as I was so nervous as I awaited her to arrive. And she finally arrived and gave each other a quick hug which made the nervousness tone down. Things went great and we talked for hours despite this being foreign to me. She was awkward at times so I didn't think much of it. Then we said our goodbyes and hugged each other. I was so happy I finally had my first date ever, it was unreal and I remember it so much. I did text her right when I got home as a follow-up and she agreed and liked that it was good. I was even more surprised as I thought I was bad since I had no reference for dating till then.
We agreed to meet again after seeing the pumpkin carvings at the local zoo during October and an impromptu dinner as she texted me if I wanted to get food right about leaving. That’s how inexperienced I am not asking for dinner after that date. It was all amazing to me that these kinds of things were happening, going out with someone, and having dinner. It was something that was so unreal to me. I offered to pay also and she was greatly appreciative of the night as she wanted to cover herself.
So this is where things started to change and finding out more about her. We were planning to meet once again during the week after work. We were texting about it in the AM and she stopped replying. But when it was the end of my workday she finally got back to me saying she passed out at an appointment and got a concussion. So I didn't assume I was going to meet up that night at all so I went home. We texted more later and she became erratic because I didn't come to see her like at almost midnight during a workweek. She became more and more upset. She was giving me an ultimatum to either visit her or whatever was happening between us would end. She became more and more upset. Then she was calling me as we never talked over the phone and she was absolutely terrible to me, swearing at me, telling me I was stupid, and so on, and she told me where to go for nothing I did wrong.
She wasn't the same person I met on the dates we had. It made me so upset I was taking this all in from her call and I never said anything bad to her. She was absolutely a wreck and I tried telling her I'm not sure why she was acting that way. So she hung up after screaming at me. Then again she was texting me to come to her address which she gave thought text or it was over. So at this point, it would have been foolish since it's already midnight and she lashed out at me and still wants me to come to visit her after her concussion. So she called one again and it made me so sad that the only woman so far to give me a chance was treating me like shit. I then told her what would my therapist think of you as I mentioned her to my therapist since dating is something that is focused on during sessions. I opened up about me never having a partner and she was my first date ever and I don't know why she's acting this way and it hurt me.
I guess I calmed her down enough and she wasn't so bad to me. She opened up about herself and she said the concussion caused her to act that way. My therapist later didn't agree and said she saw many red flags with her. Well, we talked into the AM over the phone that night as she told me that she suffers from a rare illness called EDS, and from that illness she has 30 other diseases. I couldn't believe it since you can't see it by looking at her. She told me she is always sick going to appointments and needs major surgery often and she soon was going soon a few weeks later to major neck fusion. I felt for her but still, I didn't think how she treated me was right over the phone that night. So the following day I stopped replying to her.
The following day she was texting me and was worried about me and was thinking I ghosted her but that's something I don't do. I had a therapy session that day I talked to my therapist about it. She did say again that there were many red flags and it was sad that she’s a very ill person and it was my personal choice if I continued talking with her after that. She actually called me during my session and left an apology voicemail for her behavior. And said she regrets acting that way and adored me so far and wanted to continue dating. And text replies mentioning that. So I did reply talking about how my therapist said to set boundaries as that behavior was no healthy and unwanted. She was still kind of upset I brought her up during therapy and texted me her medical papers that yes she wasn't lying about her illness.
Later that week we did agree to meet for dinner and a movie at the mall in Providence. I came early and there was a miscommunication and she was waiting elsewhere in the mall for me and once again her attitude started changing in the texts. I found her and she wasn't seeming to me that she wasn't happy at all based on her face. And she did have that concussion earlier in the week. We sat down for dinner and I wasn't sure how to approach her being as I was afraid she was going to lash out in public and I'm nervous when someone starts shouting at me and it shuts me down. So I barely was saying anything to her at all. Since I didn't know what she was going to do if I said the wrong thing. So after a while, she became upset and was saying this is awkward us not talking and saying I have communication issues. And I don't listen to her and her ex was the same was and they went to couple’s therapy and called me an INFJ over and over. And she got up off her chair and was thinking to just go home after that and I said you are welcome to. I wasn't putting any argument as I'm not the type of person to fight. So she didn't eat her food at all and ended up throwing it out as the mall was closing and the movie was almost starting. So she offered to just watch the movie and we'll talk about what happened another time. So we did watch a terrible movie name JEXI which I had no interest in. She offered to pay for the movie and popcorn as I did for her in the past. I still wasn't talking much with her during the movie as I was afraid if she will lash out. But watching a movie with her was another huge accomplishment as I never did that with a woman as a date.
So this is where more things got interesting. So after the movie, we were leaving and down the escalator, there was an old man that happened to fall down it and his leg was bleeding all over the floor. People were just gathering, and one called 911 for help. She then ran down the escalator to the scene to assist with him. She took her sweater off her back to make a tourniquet for him. She happened to have first aid classes. She didn't want to leave until he was gone by paramedics. She seemed super panicky and I didn't know what to do at that point. I offered her my coat as she only had a tank under her sweater and she declined. We finally walked away when the man was rolled away and there was a large pool of blood near him. So on the way she was super lost and saying she was about to have a panic attack so I gave her a hug to calm her down and she said: "thank you". I walked her to her car in the big parking garage and there was a car driving behind me and she pulled me in as she was afraid I was going to get hit. I was saying it was amazing to see what she did with the man as a hero like that and she told me that sweater had sentimental value and it went to better use to help him.
So on the way to her car, I asked from the help of online prior to what I should do at this point of dates, I said "may I kiss you?" She took off her glasses and she leaned her back against her car as she has balance issues with her spine surgeries. And we pulled each other in and we then made out. It was so super unreal. I felt like I was dreaming. I couldn't believe it was finally happening. I was so into it and super passionate about it. We would kiss and she would bite my lower lip and pull away and look into each other's eyes and do it again. It was something out of a movie. I was caressing her body, her hair, and from her illness, I believe it was her vertebrae was dislocating as her neck in the upwards position. She was in a bit of pain and I was apologizing if I was causing it as I was so into our kiss, my first kiss. She didn't mind and were giving each other neck kisses after and I was saying things into her ear that got her really turned on. She then started digging her nails into my back and pushing her lower body into mines. This all happened while cars were passing but I didn't care we were making out in public at this point in my life. After the kiss we held each other saying nothing, it was so peaceful, she then opened up how she has an aneurism in her heart and it can burst anytime and that's how her mother passed. I felt so bad for her and kept on consoling her with caressing her. I then went home a new man after the kiss as I didn't think it finally actually happened at 30. We texted after and talked about the night and how I enjoyed the kiss and she did for someone with no experience like myself in that. Even the next day I couldn't believe it happened.
Over time we texted and at times she was flipping a switch with her personality. I wasn't sure what to do as she a very ill person and at times didn’t want to talk and still wanted to and said I have communication issues. She was going into surgery the final week I met her for ice cream. She was very scared of going into a life-threatening surgery and I could see it that night. She wasn't mean to me in person that night and we talked for a few hours into the night in the parking lot. I didn't know much what to say to her since she wanted to say goodbye the next day before she left for NY for surgery. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye as we didn't meet the following day. I didn't get to kiss her again that night either as she said she doesn't like PDA when there are people around as there was to people in their car right near us. So we hugged goodbye.
The reason I didn't meet to say a final goodbye before surgery was that she was busy preparing to go and I didn't text her till later in that day and again she was super upset and saying she wasn't going to talk with me and yet she still did. I wished her the best of luck and sent good thoughts as she left. In between then and her coming back I never seen her since last October. Her surgery didn't succeed sadly and she's pretty much disabled now and needs to revise it if possible. I still text with her till this day more of a pen pal. I never asked her if it ended but I was ready to move on as I shouldn't have to have one choice of a person to date and the way things played out. I needed more experiences dating and that's where I am now. But I am grateful she gave me my first dates ever and my first and only kiss, it was more than a peck being a makeout.
All I know are dating apps and I even got photos done for them by a photographer who dating photography. It's the same pics I used when that only woman I dated messaged me. But since then I have not had any success or interest from anyone else. I barely get matches if I am lucky. And I'm on all apps and have subscriptions to Match, Tinder and OkCupid. I try to reach out on the apps that allow to message first and even then I barely get a match after so many sent out. I waste more time and get little to no results. Only one woman back in February agreed to meet for coffee and she wasn't interested after the date. It was a short date too and I'm assuming she wasn't as interested in person versus how she seemed on the app of Facebook dating. So since then, it's been pretty frustrating with the no results.
I've gotten putting so much time and money into it. Only to get nothing much of it. I have a snapshot of my photos I use and bio now off Tinder and I just use the same for all the other apps. Some on here have trashed me for getting a photographer and saying the photos aren't genuine. But I put my trust in the photographer as he is a professional. Others have criticized my appearance and nerdy type. So I'm not sure what else to do as it's mixed responses on my profile as some also say all is good yet I don't have results.
So know I don't know what to do next as with the virus we can't exactly meet people and that was something I wanted to work on this year to go to events to meet people that way. I've done geek speed dating way back in 2018 only to get a blank piece of paper. I tried going to a cosplay meet up at a bar and arcade here and nothing much occurred from them last year. Anything like that isn't happening anytime soon so I only have dating apps or maybe there are ways I still can get something rolling in person? So I am asking for advice or any help to get something that I truly desire a relationship. It hurts at times as so many people have had many at my age and I'm only looking for one to get those experiences in life. My brother and a cousin as examples are just generally terrible and have been abusive to their partners and are wreckless in general and have had many partners. And I don't know how to even be that way and I feel hopeless that I will never experience love as I age older. I was always the outsider growing up and still am. Do I get photos redone by another photographer? Do I try to hire a relationship or dating coach to help? I don't want to give up but it's very depressing that I can't seem to figure out what's wrong and why I can't achieve this. I greatly appreciate any help and thank you very much if you read all this. Thank you.
tl;dr: I'm a 31-year-old man who's never had any relationship in my entire life and I recently turned 31 this September. I only dated one woman shortly off a dating app last year and had my first and only kiss. I am grateful for that experience but really want a relationship with me getting older. And it hurts at times knowing this and unless you were in my position you would know how it feels. I don't know what to do now I am still stuck and can't seem to get any interest off dating apps despite taking photos by a dating photographer. Message me if you want a snapshot of my profile.
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